November 2012
3 posts
frablueeyesxx asked: I don't know you at all, but I love you. You have a purpose in this world and you're a beautiful person. Just thought you should know.<3
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Is it too much to ask to matter?
For someone to care about me.
To be appreciated, even loved?
Ive never been so close to suicide til now. And all i know is nobody will even care.
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Im so psychotic sometimes.
October 2012
4 posts
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Rage. So much, too much.
Im just beginning to hate being around people all together.
Even my family.
I cant even have 1 day where someone dosnt completely fucking ruin it.
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Me: Is there anything you have an intense passion for?
Him: You.
I saw his name and a smile overcame my face.
What is this. :l
Am i really heartless as they say?
Does the fact i have no feelings except this darkness make me heartless..
What is having a heart?
June 2012
4 posts
Its a sick obsession
Fueled by depression.
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I only
Puked 3 times this month.
And thats ok.
May 2012
31 posts
I feel like no relationship will ever work out for me
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Hey, WAIT! I've got a new complaint.
She didn't even want to say goodbye.
Am i that insignificant?
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My future is built upon the sand, Foundations that cannot stand alone, Apologies that go unsaid, Sing a tune, Just mumble the words, Sometimes you’ve gotta see some action, It seems the day’s my only friend. Let the hate out, And you will see, That you have lost your humanity, Set aside those, Long bitter years, Can’t rise above what, Just draws you near.
All i try to do is help her,
and all she does is shove it back in my face..
I just want to be independent.
Where do i fall in this world? Do i matter..
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Nobody gives a shit about me.
Its a miracle if my “best friend” gives me more than 1 worded responses when we talk,
and if im sad she just says “lifes a bitch” but when shes sad i actually try to make her feel better.
And my parents, well they never. NEVER. care if im down, they just tell me to suck it up.
And well to everyone else im just a funny friend, once i feel down they leave.
FUCK...
Somehow the silence connected us in ways we never could <3
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Im not here
You may see me, but i am hollow.
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Some people may find it ironic
But the fact that im suicidal, is what makes me appreciate every moment of life.
People wonder why i seem so clingy,
its because i know at any moment they could be gone.
Just like i could be.
So my ex just had a kid with his girlfriend.
He dosnt deserve to be happy
i think i do.
But it seems everythings backwards in this world
Why not live a life, that's painted with pity?
Anonymous asked: are you going to the beatles: the lost concert" movie when it comes out next month?
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This coffee is sooo w-w-weak.
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To purge or not to purge?
That is the question
April 2012
137 posts
